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Phosphorescent Blues

by Brazos

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1.
My Buddy 03:56
my buddy, out on the train tracks he is a friend somehow I don't know how we used to spend (we used to spend) our time together that is a reason to be friends we used to spend our time together the women of the street bring their carts to the center of town the clatter, the mouth the bark of an old market bare fruit my friend he strolls about for the ripest one the taste on his tongue all the pleasures of the earth stop and ask him what he wants he can't tell you, but he can hold you like a scale the station is an empty hall is an empty ride I call it mine the nose remembers the smell of old graffiti the end of conversations the waiting in silence and my buddy, out on the train tracks he is smiling back through the window of an old passing subway car I beckon him and he tips his brow as if to say somehow he remembers too stop and ask him what he wants he can't tell you, but he can hold you like a scale we are laughing upset we are moving the halls with colorful figures and stray dogs and movie light flickers
2.
Kid 03:52
look at us in the morning too tired to get a shirt on too tired to get a riase listen up car, start, get ready to go put me on your shoulder take me where you want like oh my god i'm here i'm not we used to build cities out of old plastic blocks and at the end of the day we'd tear them down for fun now we got to build a solid structure to stand on now we got a second set of teeth to take care of and i am your second skin i'm here to take from you your thoughts i am the strapping young son in the second grade teachers think i'm quiet cause do everything they say they talk i play with puppets by myself in my back yard while the other kids tramp through the woods toy guns around their arms you ask yourself you ask yourself i know you come up dry i still wakes you up at three AM for no reason i am your second skin i'm here to take from you your thoughts look, stop, take a breath my mother says don't forget to turn the light off when you leave a room son but no I'm not done yet, there's wet paint upon my hands an I shall never finish up i am your second skin
3.
The Observer 05:09
The Observer –by Adrienne Rich https://educationliberation.wordpress.com/2010/06/18/the-observer-adrienne-rich/
4.
Avignon 03:08
oh it was a distance from my house to your front door but i walked every evening and i met you where you were and now we take a tally of everything we see i add it up for you and you add it up for me there is a room, a new seat at the table it's ours to fill it up to fill it up i wish that they were here to see us now this weight is round and loaded with hard thought this weight is on my chest and i know just what i've got there is a room, a new seat at the table it's ours to fill it up to fill it up i wish that they were here to see us now they would barely recognize us on the front porch of avignon and if this bed should be unmade and the dishes off the shelf there have been many others much older than ourselves
5.
Pues 02:37
6.
Day Glo 03:27
day glow, chrome windows shapes in the clouds hungry fish for miles around upstream jumping out of the water gills in the air I've got many people to thank but I can't write letters I can't write letters my friends on the edge of the old grave yard they sit on the old grey porch and watch foxes play a jug of wine the kind of wine that you don't mind spilling that you don't mind spilling well, I fill out the forms and I make my death come slowly one at a time, some kind of record unrolling best begin sometime, she said but can't start until you're ready yet I seem to be controlled, somehow pulled by fingernails and eyelashes and other insentient parts we talk about dreams a lot she reads her fortunes out loud I think it's funny and I go stay with her I go stay with her and I don't mind dying when I make love to her under a wall of sound a riverbed of clay the distance between us stays close but not close far but not too far away close but not close far but not too far away
7.
Tell 03:17
there is no word yet just dogs barking at the sirens their cold noses and the spring vines growing green, growing distant in the sunlight passing mistakes and neighbors' yards I drop a lit cigarette on the ground backtracking, curious down the old road, tell me that you wanna go tell me that you wanna go there is no word yet just a pause in the center target eating pizza on the city street keeping up with the high risers the wind blows up a spray dead grass and trash moves underneath our knees we get lost, we have to stay on the old road, tell me that you wanna go tell me that you wanna go there is a pot on the top shelf the little flowers in the basket they all fall down they seep onto the bedroom floor green vines start creeping up your bedroom door I bring chocolates and iced tea a radio, blankets for sleeping we trim them and we watch them grow down the old road, tell me that you wanna go tell me that you wanna go
8.
This is some kind of a vacation we behave nicely and sit together like alligators on the beach like alligators lay on each other but it means nothing. like that and there's a commotion in our lungs arriving sometime but we don't have the schedule I think I will arrive when it does the downtown boys have gone the streets are quiet, at night no more yelling in the parking garages or revving up old classics no no no more of that I ate my first meal this morning it woke me up I had been sleeping for days carried away under the canopy shade I grabbed my sunglasses and my felt hat and rose seven stories and I rolled my cufflinks back the downtown boys have gone the streets are quiet, at night no more yelling in the parking garages or revving up old classics no no no more of that
9.
all the plants are growing in much faster than last year with our windblown faces tan cow hides discarded laws by our side we wander on the river the seeds stick to our jeans we point to objects we give them names we understand each other we understand each other we understand our brains are small and brittle like wild animals we save each other food today we will see god standing at a booth leaving money for a tip our eyes have adjusted we're just as careless now but we notice what we can we understand each other we understand each other we understand this is our test the palm trees the white cement the traffic at the school airliners fly over we are at a meeting dressed in pink t-shirts I ask you why we came here you look at me, quiet and put a finger on my forehead we understand each other we understand each other we understand
10.
for so long now I've been eating from your mouth that my insides are sore and stuffed for so long now god i know i don't know i listen i leave, i break like the twigs on a tree i know but i don't know you make me so sure like nothing matters you make me so sure we're dwarfs, tables crush us under this blanket in the storm it's warm and the tin roof above us fills with summer hail the jungle all covered in ice our words are there too they dangle above us, like dusty chandeliers in a colonial house there must not be too many hours left here for us now midnight arrives and we remember the day we met riding the steamer away from port passing mines and bear back workers on the shore every night we return to walk the black tunnel and pick diamonds from the wall sabatoge and since then every moment with you i claw this world has been a dream like gently running fingernails along our front porch screen what have we done but live here naturally our fortunes are made tomorrow we carry them home across that great blue body with fingers tied in knots and bows and little monsters in our throats we take them home for so long now i know i don't know

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released November 10, 2009

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